TWILIGHT THE MOVIE

Ok can i just tell you all that I LOVED THIS MOVIE. Oh i cant tell you how much i enjoyed it. I had only read some of the first book but you better believe i will be reading or listening to ALL the other ones. I got the books on my IPOD !!!!!!I encourage you all to go see it you will love it. After i saw it i was sad it ended and i wanted her life. The way they mad it was that it was awesome to be in love. I want that. It also makes you think hmmm i wonder if there are people like edward out there HA my imagination went wild. ANYWAY !!! go see it you will love it I did. Im going again today HAHAHHAAHHA

ABC Tag

Hey everyone i am sending this all out to you ! you all should do it and post it ! Its always interesting to see the answers people have ......


ABC Tag!!!
A--Attached or Single: Single
B--Best Friend: Whitty
C--Cake or Pie: Cake
D--Day of Choice: Saturday
E--Essential Item: Cell Phone
F--Favorite Color: Green
G--Greatest Accomplishment: Graduating and getting my CNA
H--Hometown: Chicago, IL
I--Indulgences: BACON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
J--January or July: July MY BIRTHDAY
K--Kids: tilly and molly
L--Life is incomplete without: My Family and Friends
M--Marriage Date: none
N--Number of Siblings: 6 bros and 2 sisters
O--Oranges or Apples: apples
P--Phobias or fears: being alone forever, people leaving me ( have a REAL hard time with that )Q--Quotes: Life doesnt have to be perfect to be wonderful.
R--Reason to Smile: when my brothers are sweet and kind
S--Season: Spring and Fall
T--Tag 5 Friends: Rach, maggie, whitty, azure, suz
U--Unknown facts about me: I want to be a life flight trauma nurse. I like action and crazy stuff.
V--Very favorite store: Target and Walmart
W--Worst habit: Talking too much
X--X-ray or Ultra Sound: Ultra sound
Y--Your favorite food: Steak, baked potato and green salad with homemade ranch dressing
Z--Zodiac: Cancer

Movie Night

Tonight was a crazy night. My good friends Chad and Whitney are moving out of there house so i went over there to help out a little and hang out with them. We then got asked to go to a movie with our other friends Casey and Chelsea to go see a movie. We saw SAW V. If you have ever seen any of the SAW movies you will know that they are very twisted in the head. This movie was very twisted but i liked it. If you like this kinda stuff i would recommend going and seeing it.

Fun activity

I got this from my friend Andrea's blog. It looks way fun and will make you think if you really do have a life or not HA try it !!


(Just copy and paste this to your blog and highlight the ones that you HAVE done.)


1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Disneyland
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis
10. Sang a solo
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning
17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty
18. Grown your own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight
22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. Built a snow fort
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping
27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run
32. Been on a cruise
33. Seen Niagara Falls in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community
36. Taught yourself a new language
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance (ha ha ... not in an emergency but for a parade)
47. Had your portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud
54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited the Great Wall of China
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
62. Gone whale watching
63. Got flowers for no reason
64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma (and fainted afterwards)
65. Gone sky diving
66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter
69. Saved a favorite childhood toy
70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood in Times Square
74. Toured the Everglades
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Read the entire Bible
86. Visited the White House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. Had chickenpox
89. Saved someone’s life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Lost a loved one
94. Had a baby
95. Seen the Alamo in person
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a cell phone
99. Been stung by a bee


Come on PLAY!!!

ITS FINAL

Ok well its final. I am the all time RETARD! Ok so i was in AZ and went with my awesome cousin Rach to Costco. Well we got everything we needed and started heading to the car. Well you know how they have like storm drain thingys in the street well i didnt see it and was going to go over it when " all of the sudden" i stop. Well the stupid wheels fit in the drain and i rammed RIGHT into the handle bar thing. I hit it so hard it knocked the breath out of me and threw a 40lb bag of dog food like 2 feet off the cart. So we go home and i really didnt think anything of it. I was more focused on my shin cause i hit that to and it hurt HA. well later that night when i was actually up and walking around i felt like i had to crack my back and was hurting bad. Well i just thought i was full HA you know when your so full you cant breath? ya thats what i thought it was. Well the next day the same thing happened when i would stand up. i would be in tones of pain and have to sit right back down. When i got home i tried to hold out to see if it would go away. Well nope it sure didnt. So i went to the instacare here in RIVERTON. He felt my back and that was it he said that i strained my back really bad and strained the muscles in between my ribs and that it takes a LONG time to heal. So he sent me home. WWWWEEEELLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!! the pain was still really bad and i knew there had to be something else wrong so i went to my doctors office. well she was awesome. (if any of you need a doc suggestion come talk to me :0) ) well she actually listened to my story. We did xrays.. She came in and goes " well it looks like to me that you have a rib fracture.... well actually two rib fractures" she said that she and two other docs looked at the xrays to make sure she was right and they all agreed. So now i have a big back spasm and two rib fractures. I cant lift over 10 lbs DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD THAT IS??????????? well let me tell you its HARD!!!! so ya thats my story but now i have to vent. WHO is their right mind would put storm drains in the middle of the road and make the holes big enough that the cart wheels fit ? Obviously an IDIOT!!!! second that stupid doctor misdiagnosed me. What if i had gone to work and i lifted heavy people. I could have broken them more!!! Why couldnt he just take the time to find out whats really wrong instead of trying to get people in and out . I mean he didnt even take an XRAY ..... IDIOT.Can anyone answer these questions for me cause if not im just going to call them STUPID RETARDED AND im pretty much gonna hurt them :0) HA not really :0)

My cousin riding a bull HA

A Night Out

So Last night... FRIDAY!!.... my cousins and a few of their friends and I went out to this place called TEMPE MARKETPLACE. It was way fun! We went to dinner and then got ice cream and then just walked around. This place is so fun. They have a movie theater, tons of resturants, a stage where a live band can play, water falls and fire places, It has shopping as well . This place is all outside. Here are some pictures.

ARIZONA BABY!!!!

Well i know what you all are going to say. GEES ASH !!!! you never write on your blog. I know i am totally sorry !!!! I have been so busy with school !! Well anyway I am currently in AZ. A few weeks ago I decided that I need to leave UT and get out and start over a new life. So i went out to visit my cousin Rachel and Spencer and their little family. I wanted to move somewhere that was a little close to UT but far enough away and that had someone there i knew. I didnt want to move and be all alone. SSSSSSOOOOO I think i am going to move to AZ! It is great here. The people are nice, its a big city, Hot ( and if any of you know me im always cold ) its great!!! I am down here and went to some job interviews! They went really well. Its just hard !! i know i want and need to move but its hard to pick up and leave and leave everything i have known for the last like 8 years!! but it will be great ! I have a bunch of pictures coming so you can see my cousins little family AND how great AZ is!!

Happy Birthday Kami

Today is my old friend kami's birthday YAY the big 31!!!! Even though you and I are not friends anymore I hope that you have a wonderful and fun day on your special day !!!

~ To Azure~

This post is to my friend AZURE! I work with her at the hospital! She is awesome and totally fun to work with and a great nurse! Well everytime or pretty much everytime we work she always says " you really need to post something on your blog" So i told her i would. WELL HERE IT IS This is to you azure !!! A POST :0) I will be putting more interesting things on here this weekend :0) It will be fantastic!!! Well Thanks azure for being so cool and fun to work with ! its always a good time CHARLIE!!!! :0)

MOVIE DAY !!!!!!!

Well today I thought I would treat myself to some movies. I just rented STEP UP TWO the other day (loved it) and i loved it so much that i went back and got it :0) I also got OVER MY DEAD BODY, 27 DRESSES, and WHY DID I GET MARRIED ! i love all of these movies!!!





Watching Step up makes me miss dancing. I totally want to go sign up for a hip hop class now :0) HAHAHAHAHa i just might :0)

Sad few days

It has so not been a good couple of days. Alot of stress and alot of thinking !!! i found these poems that kinda fits me to a T. I am putting this on here because my blog is like my journal and my feelings!!

You're now entering the place,where you sit or stand alone,and loneliness you embrace.
The pain in your heart approaches,your mouth gets dry,all you feel like doing,is sitting down to cry. it feels like emptiness for miles,here there are no smiles,all you have is yourself,and your broken heart.The loneliness grows,and that horrible feeling starts,you hear nothing only groans.The only people you see,don't even care about you,they only live to survive.Every time they talk,everything takes a dive. So you just stand there,wishing that someone cared,but all they do,is laugh and stare.Cold people see you from a distance,they don't want to be near you,they don't even want to hear you.Their insensitivity,is uncalled for and unfair,they leave you alone and in despair.All you do is sit there alone,you wish they would approach you,but oh well.You need a good friend,and you feel that if you don't find one,your sad world might soon end.


It`s real lonely out on this limb
It`s real lonely
not being able to help him
It`s real lonely
watching him go through this
It`s real lonely
knowing he really cares
It`s real lonely
not being able to hold himI
t`s real lonely
knowing I love him so
It`s real lonely out on this limb
but maybe someday, He can take
me off this lonely limb.

Two Days of fun

I got to have kami's kids have a sleepover with me the last few days! I thought it was alot of fun. We ran errands and got to eat and they got to hang out with their uncles!! I loved it. I felt like a little mommy !!!! INSTAMOMMY hahahahaha jk! But anyway the second day that i had them little cannon boy was SO tired. He played hard that day with his aunts, uncles, cousins and brothers and sisters. This is a picture that right when we got home he plopped down on the living room floor and fell asleep!!! Sad that he was tired!!!!

Then after i got cannons PJ'S on, Mayson wanted to see what cannon would do, so he went and layed down on the floor. Cannon boy went up to him and fell asleep on his back . It was so cute ! i love those kids. They played hard that day. Thank you Kami for letting them sleep over it was fun! Thank you mayson for helping me and being good. Also thank you tanner and star for being such good kinds. I love you all !!!

Even tilly was pooped HAHAHAHHAAH!!! i think this is a cute picture :0) !!!

Journey and Heart concert

On friday I went with my family to the Journey and Heart concert! It was a way good concert. My step- dad usually does at least one "family concert" where he will buy all the kids tickets to a concert for us all to go to together. we had alot of fun !

This is taken while Journey is playing!

OK OkOK let me explain this one. If you have ever been to USANA for a concert you will know what i am talking about. There are seats then a walkway and then the grass. well we were RIGHT up from on the grass. Well this guy walks buy with these beer cans on his head. I thought that it was fake like one of those beer hats but no it was totally real. He drinks them then suction cups them to his bald head. I asked to take a picture. Those crazy people !!!

This is when Heart was playing! The concert was SO GOOD! Thanks mom and gary for the concert! It was the best!!!!!

My ACTUAL birthday :0) July 3

My best friend Kami took me to get our toes done for my birthday! it was the best . The guy doing Kami's feet was messing with the girl doing my feet and it was way funny ! She got mad and just left! It was crazy! but very funny!!!!!! For my birthday I woke up and my mom took me to get mac makeup. I got alot of good stuff. Thank you mom I love you!

I also got to go to the mall with kami all day ! They were trying to find outfits for there family pictures today! She got some cute stuff. The pictures are going to look GREAT!
I made the kids put jewelry on like actors and I took pictures. It was fun.
I would just like to say thank you to all of you who came to my birthday party and supported me and all of you who said happy birthday to me on my birthday! I also would like to say thank you to all of you that hung out with me and spended time with me. I love you all and your all great! Also a special thanks to Kami. She is my best friend and i couldnt ask for a better one. She posted the sweetest post about me and it made me cry!!!!!! Thank you so much kam. i am so lucky to have you as my friend and have you in my life! Your such good friend to me . Thank you so much. love ya.

Also Thanks to my family. Thank you mom and dad for having me. I am glad i got to be blessed into the family i am in and am greatful for you all ! You all are great and i love you so much !!!!

Happy Birthday !!!!!!!! (CONT)

This is my best friend kami! She is alot of fun and i was so happy she came to my party!!! Thanks girl
GIRLS RULE!!!!!!!! FYI i got these pictures from kami! Her camera is WAY better then mine and she takes better pictures !!! you go girl! !!!
Thanks mary for coming and supporting me ! your awesome!!!!

Happy Birthday !!!!!!!! (CONT)

This is my sister and her man !!! Thanks so much for coming you to I love ya !
These are the guys playing the pianos. They are really good !
Kami and i being nerds!! I love ya girl !! your so much fun !!!
I was wanting them to play my song!!
And when they did we got excited !!!!

Happy Birthday !!!!!!!!

This is me before the party. My sister wanted to take a picture!!

Kam going camera happy !!
Me and the kamster!!!!! It was so much fun at my party! I am SO glad you came kami. I love ya Great Times!!!!!
Kami and steve. I love this picture. I think it is SO cute of you all !!!
Kami bought me FLOWERS!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSS! I love flowers and my best friend knows me all to well!!!

Have you ever been in love (cont)

Here is another awesome song !!! i LOVE this one to. I think these are my two favorite ones right now!!!

Take time to realize, That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.Take time to realize,That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.But I can't spell it out for you, No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you
[C:] If you just realize what I just realized, Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if We missed out on each other now.
[V2:] Take time to realizeOh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you
But I can't spell it out for you,No its never gonna be that simpleNo I can't spell it out for you.
[C:] If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other Then we'd never find another Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if We missed out on each other now.
[V3:] It's not always the same
No it's never the same If you don't feel it to.If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.It could be the same for you.
[C:] If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other Then we'd never find another Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder Just realized what I just realized
OoOoOOo
Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Have you ever been in love

I Heard this song from one of my friends at work. I LOVE IT!!! It totally fits to a T! plus its such a great song! Its by James Otto! I give kudos to all of you that are in love and have your signifigant other! It really is the best happy feeling to have! If you all are able to download music you should download this song! ITS SUCH A GOOD SONG! Well anyway here are the words!!!!!!

You could call me anytime and I’d come running
I’d go to hell and back to rescue you
I’d give up my soul and everything I own
If that’s what you want, I’d do that for you

Chorus:Oh but now you’re asking too much
You want me to find somebody new
Oh I never thought I’d say this
But girl, congratulations
You found the one thing I can’t do for you
Ask me for forgiveness, girl you’ve got it
If you don’t love me what else can I do
If this really is the end you won’t see my face again
If that’s what you want, I’d do that for you
Chorus:
You’ll have to think of something else’Cause there’s no way to turn it off
I’m sorry girl, I can’t fall out of love
Oh I never thought I’d say thisBut girl, congratulations
You found the one thing I can’t do for you
You found the one thing I can’t do for you

BOATING DAY!!!

On sat my best friend kami ask me if i would like to go boating with her and her family. It sucked ccause i was at work and really wanted to go. SOOOOOOOOOOOO i went right when i got off work!! :0) Her sister Des has a nice boat that we all get to go on. It was so much fun. Kami, mayson, and i went on the tube. It was so funny to go with them. we were screaming and just having fun! Both kami and my arms and neck are SO sore today! Man is the tube a work out!!! FORGET ABOUT THE GYM!!! Me going really makes me want a boat. It was a great day. Thanks kami for inviting me and thank you ALLENS for letting me go on your boat! It is way fun and a good time. You all are awesome!!!

Fantastic day at work

Well as you all know i work at the murray hospital at nights!!!! I love working there especially at night! You have no bosses, no doctors, no family coming in and out of patients rooms. Its just better. Well anyway my last night for this week was on thurs night! I am friends with one of my other co workers. Well she found out i had my camera and started taking pictures of everyone! Its funny cause she got some real funny ones that look horrible for those people that i didnt post. They all told me they would kill me. So i posted the ones i could. We have a little but of down time between 1 and 4 where we can just chill, eat and stuff unless a patient needs us. so this is all of us goofing around and just hanging out!!

****FATHERS DAY*****

I just wasnted to write and tell people how greatful i am to have such a great dad. And for his dad and so forth. Happy fathers day to all you great dads out there, to all those wonderful grandpas, and great grandpas. Thank you so much for staying in and being in in all of our lives. We love you for it. THanks dad for a good trip to vegas and thanks for being a goo dad. I love you :-)

~Happy Fathers day DADS!!!!

I got my dad a brooksbrothers button up shirt and two ties each to go with his new grey suit. These are what my dad got. My grandpa got a DVD player and his are detailed from us . If you look down you can see pictures of my dad and grandpa and a picture of them!