MOVIE DAY !!!!!!!

Well today I thought I would treat myself to some movies. I just rented STEP UP TWO the other day (loved it) and i loved it so much that i went back and got it :0) I also got OVER MY DEAD BODY, 27 DRESSES, and WHY DID I GET MARRIED ! i love all of these movies!!!





Watching Step up makes me miss dancing. I totally want to go sign up for a hip hop class now :0) HAHAHAHAHa i just might :0)

Sad few days

It has so not been a good couple of days. Alot of stress and alot of thinking !!! i found these poems that kinda fits me to a T. I am putting this on here because my blog is like my journal and my feelings!!

You're now entering the place,where you sit or stand alone,and loneliness you embrace.
The pain in your heart approaches,your mouth gets dry,all you feel like doing,is sitting down to cry. it feels like emptiness for miles,here there are no smiles,all you have is yourself,and your broken heart.The loneliness grows,and that horrible feeling starts,you hear nothing only groans.The only people you see,don't even care about you,they only live to survive.Every time they talk,everything takes a dive. So you just stand there,wishing that someone cared,but all they do,is laugh and stare.Cold people see you from a distance,they don't want to be near you,they don't even want to hear you.Their insensitivity,is uncalled for and unfair,they leave you alone and in despair.All you do is sit there alone,you wish they would approach you,but oh well.You need a good friend,and you feel that if you don't find one,your sad world might soon end.


It`s real lonely out on this limb
It`s real lonely
not being able to help him
It`s real lonely
watching him go through this
It`s real lonely
knowing he really cares
It`s real lonely
not being able to hold himI
t`s real lonely
knowing I love him so
It`s real lonely out on this limb
but maybe someday, He can take
me off this lonely limb.

Two Days of fun

I got to have kami's kids have a sleepover with me the last few days! I thought it was alot of fun. We ran errands and got to eat and they got to hang out with their uncles!! I loved it. I felt like a little mommy !!!! INSTAMOMMY hahahahaha jk! But anyway the second day that i had them little cannon boy was SO tired. He played hard that day with his aunts, uncles, cousins and brothers and sisters. This is a picture that right when we got home he plopped down on the living room floor and fell asleep!!! Sad that he was tired!!!!

Then after i got cannons PJ'S on, Mayson wanted to see what cannon would do, so he went and layed down on the floor. Cannon boy went up to him and fell asleep on his back . It was so cute ! i love those kids. They played hard that day. Thank you Kami for letting them sleep over it was fun! Thank you mayson for helping me and being good. Also thank you tanner and star for being such good kinds. I love you all !!!

Even tilly was pooped HAHAHAHHAAH!!! i think this is a cute picture :0) !!!

Journey and Heart concert

On friday I went with my family to the Journey and Heart concert! It was a way good concert. My step- dad usually does at least one "family concert" where he will buy all the kids tickets to a concert for us all to go to together. we had alot of fun !

This is taken while Journey is playing!

OK OkOK let me explain this one. If you have ever been to USANA for a concert you will know what i am talking about. There are seats then a walkway and then the grass. well we were RIGHT up from on the grass. Well this guy walks buy with these beer cans on his head. I thought that it was fake like one of those beer hats but no it was totally real. He drinks them then suction cups them to his bald head. I asked to take a picture. Those crazy people !!!

This is when Heart was playing! The concert was SO GOOD! Thanks mom and gary for the concert! It was the best!!!!!

My ACTUAL birthday :0) July 3

My best friend Kami took me to get our toes done for my birthday! it was the best . The guy doing Kami's feet was messing with the girl doing my feet and it was way funny ! She got mad and just left! It was crazy! but very funny!!!!!! For my birthday I woke up and my mom took me to get mac makeup. I got alot of good stuff. Thank you mom I love you!

I also got to go to the mall with kami all day ! They were trying to find outfits for there family pictures today! She got some cute stuff. The pictures are going to look GREAT!
I made the kids put jewelry on like actors and I took pictures. It was fun.
I would just like to say thank you to all of you who came to my birthday party and supported me and all of you who said happy birthday to me on my birthday! I also would like to say thank you to all of you that hung out with me and spended time with me. I love you all and your all great! Also a special thanks to Kami. She is my best friend and i couldnt ask for a better one. She posted the sweetest post about me and it made me cry!!!!!! Thank you so much kam. i am so lucky to have you as my friend and have you in my life! Your such good friend to me . Thank you so much. love ya.

Also Thanks to my family. Thank you mom and dad for having me. I am glad i got to be blessed into the family i am in and am greatful for you all ! You all are great and i love you so much !!!!